Thursday, August 17, 2006

hallo. its me again. its really nice to see people whom i havent talked to for so long tagging my blog. reuben, marcus, wenhui. thanks man! seriously. heh. sometimes i think my secondary school life was just so great, i wish i could go back. in jc, life just feels so routine, stressful, depressing and sometimes directionless.

its like today. can u believe it. nic tan studied for his chem test. like for the first time this year, it wasnt last minute mugging, i studied like beforehand. den they came up with dumb questions like wad an intermediate is, and all the minor minor detail, den its like i keep losing all the petty 5 cent 10 cent sort of marks. worst thing was i forgot how to do half of the last question and my mcq seems really messed up. so much for studying eh. even the tys didnt have such stuff. still cant believe i get trouble with this sort of easy test.

speaking of trouble, silly chinese teacher, guess i have to do my work afterall. but i just cant bring myself to talk to her nicely. i mean like mr tan boon jong and miss ng li sia can vouch that i m usually not rude to teachers either. i keep thinking lo, why did i run for council in the first place. maybe i would have managed better a small fry without post in another cca, or ccaless and all the time in the world , even better, be like julie, work for extra cash.

honestly, if u ask me, den is it bout the testimonial, i ll say no , i rather forfeit those few paragraphs. is about the attentions, no, i get negative attention, like the fans, even thou i did bring it up to the management, and hallo, i just need to go up stage and tell a lame joke and i ll get loads of attentions, good or bad is the questions. lol.

been rather off colour lately. the only way i cheer myself up is exhibiting more of my crappy nature, sorry la, i mean like, i m the sort hu can amuse myself. those caught in web of my lame jokes, heh, try to bear with it la, its sad God made ur ears so they couldnt close but sure got some purpose one la.

oh wells. after lit lesson, had this inspiration to write a poem about salvation and shining for Jesus, but just too tired, in any case, i m more or less brain dead. i wish i could have this long long holiday, like the one i had in new zealand, man, i wanna go there and not come back man. run run as fast as i can, u cant catch me i m the really sick of school and wants to have a break not so ginger gingerbread man.

oh yar. my dear cousins, amanda and samantha. happy birthday! love u guys loads! take care, jiayou and keep shining for Jesus k!

|cowpoo| 10:38 PM|

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